I am in a funk. Lately I have been forgetful, unorganized, and well not as sharp as I usually am. I am uninspired an am moving at a sluggish speed. I am trying to sort through my thoughts and find the root of why I am feeling the way I am feeling, and the only thing I have come up with circles around regret. I am about to walk into a career that I feel I am going to be unhappy in. The time has come to jump in and I am starting to take steps back. Originally I had picked this career path because of the security. It would also be sure fire way for me to get out of Tiny Toon Town and back to where I called home for the last 5 years. At this point I feel like I can't delay anymore.
Since living here I have lost so much of myself. I don't know what I want, I have nothing to fight for, the party is over and everyone is home with their kids and here I am biting my nails and twirling my hair, still unable to decide what I want to be when I grow up.
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